I got me a brand new pair of shoes!

But I don't have to use them, because i've been swept off my feet and am thinking crazy thoughts. 2007 has been one helluva roller coaster ride, i tell ya. If you knew the thoughts in my head right now, you would call me kooky and send me home to my mother. yes you would indeed!

i just came here to tell you, I aint workin' here no more!

Oh yeah! on to job number 4 for 2007!

actually, I am really excited about this one, I'll be working as the shipper reciever for a great art gallery in the wonderful Banff National Park! eeeeee!

Or.... maybe not. i think I have heat stroke, it was 38 degrees in the stupid condo I was painting and i almost died by falling off the stupidly ridiculous industrial cherry-picker/scisor lift (one of those lifty upy platform dealies so I could paint the ceiling) which was retarded to get into the stupid condo in the first place.

one day, I'll figure out what I want out of life. In the mean time, torturing myself with proximity to my crazy family shall have to suffice.

Yo Bear!

it's not the big C!

but it's not, not the big c.... so I still get to go see a surgeon sometime soon. probably. Will this interfere with my new tattoo plans? anyways, i had no idea how much I was actually stressing out about this. the good news is, i get to see a plastic surgeon on government dime, and also eat some hospital pudding! can't wait! So I'm okay! i mean, at least physically. I'm not sure I'll ever be super okay mentally, because I like to torture myself too much.